Since my college years, I have loved to watch large penis videos online. Growing up in a matriarchal household had a lasting impact on me during my formative years and beyond. Throughout high school, I found myself a bit more on the timid side of most of my friends; they were all of the jock type, where they just had to click their fingers, and the cheerleaders would come running, just hoping they would be the one chosen for a date after the next football game. That’s where the heavy breathing would be heard coming from behind the bleachers as hands groped across bras and tried reaching into moist panties. Sometimes they achieved their gooey goal; sometimes, they didn’t. I was always too shy to approach a teen girl with huge tits for a XXX porn date; not even stopping for a soda after school would happen because I couldn’t muster the courage to request their company.

I suppose, in some way, my testosterone levels were a bit on the lower scale, and I just wasn’t as macho as I wanted to be. Even in the locker room, while we walked naked to and from the showers, I didn’t have as much pubic hair as the rest of the guys, nor was I as well endowed as they were. I was average, but I always strived for more.

It was no wonder when I reached college and finally began seeing lesbian girls on a more personal level. I was drawn to those who had a strong mind of their own, and they weren’t afraid to speak it. If they barked an order at me, I happily obeyed; I felt as if I were back home, where I knew what to expect and was more than happy to comply.

Two years after college graduation, I married the woman of my dreams. She presented herself as such a sweetheart to the rest of the world, but when we were alone, she thrived on humiliating me as much as she could, especially in the sexual sense, which, I have to admit, at times was a completely arousing agent for me. On nights when she decided sex would be on the menu, she desired to be serviced. In her most dominant voice, she’d order me to crawl around behind her, to be her submissive sex slave, and when she needed satisfaction, I was to do so in an oral sex manner. She enjoyed degrading me for her personal pleasure.

One of her favorite things to do was to log onto, Sexoficator.com’s big dick movies, having it feed through our big screen HD quality television, which of course, made the penises look even more huge than they were. She would use this as arousing ammunition against me. With her finger pointing to my own manhood, she would laugh loudly, ridiculing me on my small size, the way my testicles were tucked further back than most, teasing and humiliating me verbally until I couldn’t help but feel an erection coming on, wanting to continue servicing her in any way she deemed fit.

While the free big black dick videos played, she would tell me how that was what manly meat should look like; they were to be a powerful prick, throbbing erections, with length and thickness to satisfy a woman such as herself, wanting and succeeding in intimidating me. After she felt the accomplishment of her actions, that’s when she would open her thighs and have my face nestle against her already moist vaginal area, licking her swollen clitoris until she reached an orgasm, and then I would be dismissed as if I was some type of hiring help, not her husband. I knew I would never be exactly what she wanted in some ways, but in others, I was the perfect spouse. She wanted a submissive partner, allowing her to be the femdom she would strive to be. I would retreat to the bathroom, at which time I’d jack off until I came as well, all the while feeling satisfied in knowing my wife is a powerful MILF woman.